well I know that it sounds silly my past was silly with all the things I done , I wont lie by saying I feel so ashamed whenever I remember something I did in the past years I even cover my face or just Laugh out loud just to forget it . but one thing I remember the most a friend told me : " life is full of ups and downs , when u grow up u'll laugh at that days " well I've grown up =) and I hell laughed at my self of what I've done . but now whats next ?? when I'll go to another chapter of my story ?? or will I be stuck in here for long ??